today is the last day the 4 of us shall play together as a section.
the four of us, namely james, yanli, stephanie and me.
why?
cos mr tan has split the 4 of us into two groups.
and none of the songs that i play is with steph.
why????


well..it is crazy to put 4 oboes on stage at one time.
so maybe this is a good idea.

but the most unfair thing??
stephanie's only playing 2 songs.
two.
thats sick.
so poor thing of her.
and it my last year.
last concert.
last time im performing as part of xmsb oboe section.
and im not playing a single song with her.
thats sad.
no more chance.
i`ve graduated.

i`ll probably not join alumni.
i`m not good enough.
don waste their time.



out of the many pieces.
i`m playing 4 of them.
namely,
doremon
high plains
andrew loydd webber
when you believe.


i dont want to play high plains.
not that the s2s are no good.
but its strange.
i`ll be the only sec5 there.
so extra.
and there aren`t any sec 4s playing.
not to mention sec5.

im not playing alvamar.
thats the saddening part.
after all the long hours practicing.
the running notes.
rythmn.
the last page.
fig. 21 and 22.
with steph.
egging each other on.
all have gone to waste.
i`m not gonna present it to the audience.
i`m not even going to be on stage when its played.




Kaleidoscope : Xinmin Festival of Arts
Venue : Victoria Concert Hall
Date : 21, 22 and 23 March 2006
Time : 7.30pm
Price : $12, $12, $15 respectively


the first day is guzheng and dance.
second day is band and choir.
third day is combined.




what will be, will be.
if mr tan wants it that way..
then it`ll be that way.