why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why?



not fair not fair not fair not fair not fair!!!


xinmin did so well why we not on the news??
we got top student with 10A1s. thats not easy i tell u.
and top malay student.
and lots more getting like 5 or 6A1s lor!!!
and why they interview ____________ and don interview us!!!
we do so so so so well!!!



so proud that they did well!
haha.
cos they are my batch de mah
though i never graduate with them...
but still!


but the sad thing is that we will have a harder time.
they all get single digit or 10 pts.
next year we how?
very very afriad that we will not be able to match their standard.
thats so scary.
till i cant take it.
stupid.


anyway,
yl and i ran home in the rain.
i left my bag, grabbed my phone and changed uniform.
freaking 112 take such a long time to arrive.
WE WERE LATE!!
oops.
haha.
overall, i can feel the tension lah
so i hope i do well next year.
to achieve that...
I'LL STUDY HARD.

hehe.
say only.
dunno will do not.
BUT!
i want the result.
so I MUST DO IT!



yeah.
so after that went to watch movie with lou.
so damn ex can!
sstupid friday night.
den walk arnd.
cannot find pouch.
den buy mac go in.



i not stupid too.
the movie's nice.
the actors kinda sshuai too.
they look alike.
and same height too.
HAHA.
the storyline's kinda true lah.


nowadays,
parents so busy with their work.
they don have time to sparee for their children.
even when we do something to please them,
they take the opportunity to scold and lecture us.
never listening to what we have to say.
thus, many students turn to bad company .
why? they provide the listening ear and the concern we never get from our parents.


the older brother.
always getting scolded.
he tries hard but his parents don give a da** about him.
he is good with computers.
his father's computer spoils and he helps his father to repair it.
instead of thanking him, his father accuses him of spoiling it and scolds him for skipping school to bring his computer.
where is the logic in that???
WHY DO PARENTS ALWAYS THINK THE WORSE ABOUT THEIR CHILD?


and the younger brother.
he's always trying to get his parents to go to his concert.
he is playing the lead.
but do his parents have time for him?
NO.
in the end, he steals to buy and hour of his father's time to get him to watch his concert.




its a really touching story,
with many main points worth considering.


students really needd lotsa encouragement.
that way we will strive to improve.


and...



who are those who actually cause us to become rotten apples?
how did the apples become rotton.
they call us rotten apples,
but they are the ones who give up on us.
throw us away and lose hope when one part is rotton.
why must they concentrate on our bad points and neglect our good points?



when an apple has become rotton,
don throw it away.
only part of it is rotten.
but removing that rotton part,
the rest is okay.


so why for abandon us when we have made a mistake?
instead of encouraging us?






this is a point to consider.









anyway, band tml.
some beijing band coming.
yays.
excitingness.
:)