Sunday, October 22, 2006

i really dunno what to say.
if he doesnt want us, so be it.
dont like us? so be it.
give up on us? so be it.
im past caring about all that.

well, at least he made it clear to us that he doesnt really care,
and if he had a choice, he wouldnt bother even.
well, i thank you very much.

i thought that since its our last year,
things would improve.
who doesnt want to fit in?
who doesnt want to feel welcomed?
who doesnt want to feel liked?
who doesnt want to feel accepted?
well, i guess coach luke was right.
its like we just dont fit in,
dont seem like a part of the school.
and its sad that even someone from outside the school can tell us that.

i guess its all our fault yah?
all our fault that we're in this school,
all our fault that we're in normal and not in express,
all our fault that we "dont want to study"
all our fault that we arent fast like the express students.
well, too bad. we're slow.
if we're that smart, we wouldnt be in normal getting all these shit from you.
what can we do?

if you would even try to get and know us better,
we arent that bad okay.
doesnt mean we cant study means that we're bad people.
and dont give the bullshit that you know we're kind deep inside,
its utter nonsense.
how would you know when you dont even try to get to know us?

all you can discuss with us are stuff concerning studies.
whatever happened to "come to me if you have any problems?"
well, just forget it.
thank you so much for the "meaningful" year.

thank you for the unity.
for the "countless" class photos we have taken.
why, i can even count it with my fingers on one hand!
thats totally amazing !

well, its goodbye to you now.
even if you want to see us next time, (which i doubt you do ),
you wont get a chance.

so much for having 2 form teachers.
there like totally non-existent or something.

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blah.
dont care le.

really wonder why im always unlucky.
is it just me, or is my life meant to be like that?
i really hope not.
i dont want to envy others for something
they have while i dont.
i've had enough of this.

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