im not as happy as i thought i'll be...

the thought of going to tp band concert makes me feel sad...
i miss tp. really, really miss it.

yl told me our appeal to ny aint successful.
oh well.
cant help it if im not good enough for them right...
at the very least, im good enough for sr.
at least a school wants me. hah.

on the way back from hk, i was quite happy..
but due to some unforeseen circumstances,
i guess my mood took a 360 degrees turn.
oh well, it seems weird not to talk to your friends for weeks.
but guess you cant help it right?


so is this how our future will be like?
everyone busy with their own lives,
their own social circle, that we forget the past,
lose contact, and totally drift apart?
if that is the case, i think i'll be lonely.
but isnt that what life is supposed to be about?
changes, people staying, leaving...
in and out....
cant do anything about it.

just cover everything with a smile,
and things will just go fine.