a big, big SIGH

my results for this year's mid year exams are the WORST i have ever got in my whole 11.5 years of schooling okay ! my results in primary school were bad, but i dont remember it being THIS bad !

sigh. and to add on, my chinese is now my best subject, and it is a lot better than my gp.
what do you do when that happens? I DONT KNOW.

lets see, i failed chemistry, i failed maths, i failed geog.
and what did i pass? chinese and gp.
econs still remains a mystery.
*prays for a pass*
forgoing econs for now, my results stand at :

H2 chem : U
H2 maths : U
H1 geog : S
GP : D
H1 chinese : B
LOL.

in any case, i dont think i have fufilled the critera of getting 30 points and above, and i have failed majority of my core subjects. which means,
IM ALMOST IN FOR PARENTS NIGHT.
and if i fail econs.................
im CONFIRMED.

this is bad bad bad.

and chinese oral is one wednesday.
oh.no.

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i must do better for promos !
if not...................i dunno what to do already.
what am i suppposed to do if i retain??
go poly, or stay?
!!!!!!!!