thought the period before cny was bad..
but now, after cny, its worse

as much as i hate it, i just have to bear with it.
but i don't think i can take it anymore !
what did i do to land myself in such an environment?
all i did was study for my promos. had i known, i wouldn't have studied.
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this is it, man.
we've hit rock bottom.
it rocks my life, in a bad way.

"there's nowhere left to fall when you reach the bottom."

means things will get better?
i really sincerely hope so.
if not, i can just consider re-taking my A levels.