MYE

hmmmm.
between the last time i blogged and now, a lot of things happened.
happy, sad, funny, frustrating.. i dunno, lots and lots of mixed feelings.

sigh.
i hate this kind of life lah.
cant it be less complicating?
simple lives makes us feel happier, doesnt it?
its like now, in one day, and can feel happy and sad.
and this is done by being in different places. marvellous right.
oh man, i am so so tired from all this.

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midyears are here !
okay, nothing exciting about them what.
i hope GP on tuesday wont turn out that bad.
i mean, i know i wasnt really writing sense, and that i had insufficient content...
but i still hope for not that horrendous grades.
thats too much, i know.

econs should be fine, i hope?
at least an S for paper 1 please, though i crapped and talked rubbish
(by rubbish, i really MEAN rubbish.)

and the main highlight.
the chem paper was disgusting. utterly disgusting.
i so cannot believe i gave up studying geog for this !
ended up leaving the largest number of blanks for the paper.
and while everyone around me were busy pressing their calculators, i was trying to find one question which i can answer decently.
this is so horrible.

to add to that, geog was after chem.
less than 2 hours to stuff almost the whole syllabus into the puny brain of mine, which i didnt succeed at.
ended up inventing answers and definitions for the essays, and fell asleep while writing them cos i had too much time.
first time ever i have too much time for geog. oh damn.
i shall not talk about the embarassing dreaming thing. urgh.
geog is so gone i tell you. ):

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im so tired.
just stop the nonsense.


"i don't want to run away, but i can't take it, i can't understand."