because its the only thing that's keeping me going

tired eyes, aching body. sleep deprivation at its finest, no ?
i totally feel like jumping right into bed and going to sleep the moment i get home. but i know i can't !

there's actually quite a lot to do, since i slacked away a considerable amount of time. it has been 6-7 weeks since term 2 started, and finals (aka the most important exam in my life right now) is only 7 weeks away ! and there's so much for me to do, like practicing maths, revising the stuff from sem 1 for chem and maths, complete my chem tutorials, summarise my chem and bio notes, complete my research essay, research and do up my presentation... and the list goes on and on and on.
i know, majority of the work are self imposed, and there's no need to do all the summarising and what not. BUT. i think i need to do this. the last 7 weeks, its either i do it, and do it well, or give up the idea of going to imu (or any other medical school, for that matter).

i need to believe that its all going to be worth it, and for it to be really worth it, i have to work my hardest now so that the end results would be satisfying !


heading home on the 11th of June ! :D


EDIT : here.
see, the yakuza, the organised crime syndicates in Japan are lending a helping hand. to those who pray and gloat for misfortune to befall other countries, FYL.