finally, its the weekend.

i dunno whether to be happy or sad.
i dunno whether to relax or to study.
recently i got so much confusion over such stuff.
hahaha.

see, with each advancing weekend means the o levels is drawing near.
i should be afriad that the exams are coming right,
and i should not anticipate weekends.
BUT, after staying in school from 8 to 6.30 for continous lessons,
i really wish everyday was sat or sunday.
so i really look forward to weekends,
cos then i wont have to spend majority of my time doing MATHS.
see lah, contradiction.
happy and sad.
whatever.
and if i relax, i wont do well.
but i want to do well, and and...
argh. dunno lah.
so i have to study. but im tired.
really, really tired.

realised that i never leave school before 6.30 everyday,
and that i do at least 3 hours of maths each day (not counting lessons.)
i thought after i handed in my dnt folio, i could sleep earlier everyday.
but NO.
it seems that i can sleep only after 12am.
which is bad.

how i wish my amaths was good, then i wont have to go for that amaths extra intensive.
and then i can go home earlier.
*sighs*

mr tang comes in everyday, and nags at us to study.
actually, our class is always yuan wang-ed.
but, i guess we're used to it le.
hahaha. after so many years,
how not to get used to it?

i hate writing dates now.
today is - 06.10.06
first o level paper - 06.11.06

its only one month left, aprox 30 days.
considering 9 months passed by in a flash,
one month is not a long time.
at least, not enough for me to drag my L1R5 lower.
but i'll try.

my eyelids are getting heavy...
i think i should go slp le.
so early leh, only 11pm.
hahaha. but tml have to go study,
so............ haha.


zong qiu jie kuai le ! (: