stupid mosquitoes !!!!

why why why ?!
why dont they just suffocate and die in the haze !
argh !!!!!

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first time ever in my life okay did i ever attend a lesson where i
had no idea whatsoever the teacher is talking about.
mr ng ranted on and on about electronics for about 45 mins,
and i could neither make head or tail of what he was talking about.
*sighs*
but looking on the bright side, only 3 ppl out of the whole class was listening.
hahaha. oops.

okay.
so in approximately 47 days, i can use a big fat black marker and put a gigantic fullstop on my secondary school life.
i'm so not looking forward to it okay.
five years is a long time,
but i still feel that it isnt enough for me.
i dunno, im weird i guess.

cant imagine myself sitting for the o levels,
and never to return to xinmin as a student of that school anymore.
*sighs*

so today as i was reading my testimonial,
i stared at all those words before me.
dedication and commitment to cca,
put in lots of effort.
particiapted in all the activities.
section leader.. blah blah blah.
and i was thinking,
"what the hell. here write until so nice, my cca still only B3. also no use."
*sighs*


im gonna study le.
i got lots of irrational fears,
and i dont want them to come true.