actually i got a lot to say over the last few days, but me, being without a computer...
lets just say no choice ah.

so anyway, this week was terrible !
lessons ended freakingly late, like around 6.30pm
mind you, there was only one and a half hours of break from 8am to 6.30pm.
its terrible, horrible and cruel.

let start from thursday lah, since there's nothing interesting from mon to wed.
unless you count studying interesting, that is.
STUDYING IS FUN !

mj didn't come on thursday ):
anyway, we had this stress management talk, and i scored really really low on the thinking test thingy..
the one where they judge if you're a positive person or not.
haha.

friday, i went to have breakfast with nadia.
and this dear sotong made me run !
as in, at 7.15 we were still at mac.
and so, we ran from mac to the opp heartland bus stop,
and then from the bus stop into the school.
haha, talk about an interesting start to an interesting day.

pe was rather fun, though it was SUPER sunny.
had to wait for AGES for econs tutorial.
my friday became a long day !
from previously finishing at 11.30 to now, 3.00 !
and then there was band, and i forgot to bring my scores for alumni !

talking about alumni, friday was the last practice ever, unless the ___ decide to be kind and nice ( higly unlikely ) and not make us pay for the band room.
AND, provided people are more and enthu and will join.
so sad, after 6 xinfonys and 1 kaleidoscope, im really leaving xmsb for good ):

basically slacked away sat and sunday lah, without doing ANYTHING.
this is unacceptable, but i really don't feel like doing anything.

i tell you, my brother is an ass. totally.
this morning, cos we were going to sao mu, and there were many people there lah.
so my mum couldn't get a parking space, and he was complaining that his feet hurt and he shouldn't be subjected to walking long distances in this state.
WEAKLING.
he's a pig lah, i swear.
he didn't want to get down with my father, and when he saw that we have to walk a long distance, he complained.

so when we passed by the gate again, my mother asked my to go down with him.
obviously, i refused lah.
i mean, i may be mean but i rather sit in the car and acc my mum then venture into the temple, burn under the freakingly hot sun and breathe in the thick incense smoke, while squeezing with hordes of people for a space just to let my father tell me i only need to wait at the side.

and you know what he did?
wth, i super wanted to slap him lah !

he gave me that look and said : " you mean you want me to walk so far when my leg pain is it?"
and it that kind of tone, as if i owed him something.
like, wtf?
and he started to cry when i told him im not obliged to go down with him, and that its not my fault his feet hurt after walking a lot yesterday.
yeah right, i don't owe him anything please.
if not for my mum being there, i would have slapped him and let him cry !
damn it !
and when we got down from the car, he didn't even need me to lead the way and just disappeared like that !

argh, brothers.

forgive me for the incoherence, i can't be bothered about sentence structures when im on the verge of exploding.

damn it.