ESAD

that was a total, total spoiler to my mood.
damn damn damn.

actually till now, i can't believe that i ever felt a teeny weeny bit happy there.
oh well, at least i know now that that was all just a bluff.

“冷漠，有时候并不是无情，只是一种避免被伤害的工具。”
i think this is so, so true.
so don't blame me. it isnt my fault.

anyway, on to other stuffs.
friday was the release of the A level results.
sr did okay, i guess.
im not that sure either.
all i know is that, i was motivated to work harder and do well AT FIRST.
that is, until i got my chinese results.
totally sucked.

sat was lia's chalet... managed to see many ppl which i haven't seen for a long long time...
like lia, aiwen, vian and stella.
talked quite a lot, laughed a lot too.. and played many IQ games (:

sunday, off to botanic gardens !
we were late, but the performance was nice !
eunice attempted to keep quiet for 5 minutes, but still failed after 3 tries. hah.
she only succeeded during the 10 minutes limit. (:
sat in borders with yl and peggy, and we were flipping through travel books.
we must go travel together ah !

monday's orientation was o-kay.
it rained halfway, and i walked home in the rain (:

tuesday was busier, but it was like a rubbish dump.
walked home in the rain again (:
eugene's chalet !
hahaha, eugene got drenched in flour+ water, and eunice got high.
lol.

i enjoyed the holidays lah, until now.
BUT, im not going to let this affect me okay.
i will do better.
i CAN survive through this horrible situation for 7 more months. even if i cant, i WILL.


school tomorrow.
chem file is waiting :S