of fear and faith

LAI HUIXIAN EMMALINE, WHAT THE - ARE YOU DOING ?!?

its only 5 weeks to prelims, 37 days in fact.
what the what the what the HELL are you doing?!?
you wasted the first 2 weeks being sick, and now your third week is GONE.
and what have you accomplished, huh huh HUH ???

come on, get your butt up and do somea hell lot of work before history repeats itself !
(the midyears are history)
you want 81 points for A levels, NOT 18 !!!

im scared.
really really scared.

then again, i cant wait for all this to be over.