surprise surprise !!

i turned on my computer today !!
haha, okay lah. no surprise, no surprise.

got the prelims timetable today ! ):
i'm not prepared, really really not prepared.
mrs seth said some stuffs, and i think...
i must really put in my superhuman effort !
if i want to jump grades in the A levels, if i want to get at least respectable grades for the prelims...
i must work doubly, triple-ly and quadraple-ly hard !
emma, you must jiayou ! you must do it, you really really must do it !
SIGH.
im at a loss. i think this time, im really really in deep shit. ):
i need better time management, and more focus. FOCUS !

不要说没有时间，
不要说很累，
不要说你不会。

this week passed by super duper-ly fast !
in fact, ever since term started, time seemed to fly even more quickly !
this is bad, im not working as hard as i should be !

ah hahahaha.
2.4km re-run on tuesday during pe...
the sky was overcast, about to pour at any moment.
as i was running, i was hoping for it to rain, and it did !
and there was lightning warning ! (: so we could stop. hehe.
though its a waste lah, i ran 3 rounds already. ):

i quite like the lessons on mass media... hah.
dunno why, i think its more interesting?
aiya, gp content is interesting.
the essays and comprehensions are the boring and irritating parts though.


i hate it that we have to go to school on saturdays, and its freaking early too.
i rather i go to school at the normal time on fridays, and get to stay away on saturdays.
i know its for our good, but the timing for saturdays is just like for normal school days, and where's the difference from a six-day week?
WHATEVER HAPPENED TO A FIVE-DAY WEEK?!
dumb policies just make us dumber, damn it.

ehs...
i forgot what else i wanted to say already.
haha, don't care lah.
run for HOPE ! heh.

i shall now go improve on my studies, and memory.
oyasuminasai ~