knocking on dancing doors

my life is so unproductive, ne ! 

shucks, this holiday is turning out more unproductive than i've ever anticipated it to be !

zzz.

i shall learn something new while im unemployed ! who knows, it might be beneficial to me in the future ? haha. (:

omg, CODE BLUE is so totally -inserts word here-.

i have no idea how to describe the feelings i get from watching it. sadly, words just fail me.

its so intense, how they race against time to save as many lives as they can. the things they do with the limited resources they have.

the failures, disappointments, emotions, hopes, dreams.. everything is portrayed out in such intensity. such a scary show, but totally worth it too.

medical dramas are certainly marvellous, ne?

life, death ; the future of the patient can change in just one second. how significant that one second is.

on the other hand, it also shows the cruelty of life ; how mistakes are the best way for people(even doctors) to learn, but in medicine and lifesaving, there is absolutely no room for mistakes.

i think i learnt a lot from watching this. what exactly, you ask?

to that, i am not sure myself. but definitely, i have definitely gained knowledge.

"Knowledge is knowing how little you know."

totally true. the more you learn, the more you realise you don't know, right? haha.

been reading on a wide range of topics lately. no idea how i started on it, but once you start, you can't exactly stop eh? haha.

and obviously, i am oblivious to a whole lot of other things. haha, sad, but true.

"Separation makes people stronger."

what else can i say? i definitely agree with this statement.

learnt this over the past year, and i think i can safely say i'm stronger now?

hahaha, nothing i can do about my introverted-ness though. i guess just be positive and i'll be fine (:

i'm going to make 2009 full of beautiful days, no matter what :D

(this portion feels so, out of place here. haha. でも、だいじょうぶ！)

right. 

the moo-ing of eunice's c-chan is totally hilarious. no idea why, but it just made me laugh.

i need to get to the library soon soon soon! to pay my fines, and return the books before i accumulate more fines. heh.

and mosquitoes are really fine little blood-suckers, eh? whats worse is when you can't sleep, and they irritate you more by buzzing in your ears !

i'm going to the botanic gardens ! YEAH.

fresh air, green grass and pretty flowers, here i come ! (:

嵐、好きです！