just a few moments ago, i turned my head and found a huge spider just THIS close to me head.
damn, it must have been crawling around behind me for dunno how long leh !!! *shudders*
its huge, with long legs, black head and brown butt. omg, disgusting ttm.
thank goodness for my mama, who caught it for me. and it was really on my bed. OMG EWWWW.
and my sister is not much help, just sat there and LAUGHED throughout. tsk, 幸灾乐祸！
school started again, and i've been late almost everyday. OOPS.
i really should start studying leh, i dont think i can remember all that stuff. and worse still, exam is mcq which means they will tend to ask for details. and when i study last min, i don't exactly focus on details. just get the big picture and crap my way through. so..... TIME TO STUDY !!
reading 'Have a little faith' now.
gives me a lot of things to think about.
wonder sometimes what kind of life i'll live - a bit scared to think though. it feels so uncertain, and its so scary - but sometimes i like the spontaneity life has to offer. haha, so contradicting.
feel that i'm lacking in courage in a lot of things. sigh.
勇气，你在哪里啊！？
and from peggy's blog from quite a while ago..
"This is for the girls who don't always win, who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them to do things next to the impossible. The girls who laugh, smile, cry and think all on a daily basis. The girls who like, learn and regret. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who learn the hard way and live to tell about it. The real girls. Cheers."
and my favourite song, 5x10 ♥
i wonder if what i believe in is right, if it will carry me through. so many what if's - makes it difficult for me to remain confident (if i was ever confident to begin with.)
信心，你和勇气私奔了吗？快点回来啊！
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