This year at least, i think i feel some kind of satisfaction. like, at last, my life is going in some direction instead of just floating around aimlessly.
This time last year, I was confused. over many things, which just thinking over would not help at all. Once again, on the last day of the year, im getting many mixed feelings. i dont know what to think, what to expect, and what to hold on to or let go of.
in 2011, i travelled much more than the previous years. Sydney was a great experience; i think i really grew up a lot in the few months is spent there. visiting eunice in Brisbane was absolutely marvellous, and im so happy and glad for her. i just wish i could visit her again before the year ends. (or that she comes back, damn.)
But 2011, too, was an incredibly sad year. I lost a friend, and a teacher, and now, im so close to losing a family member. Grandfather is in hospital, and in a critical condition. Please let the anitbiotics work, please let the virus be defeated and please let grandfather be well again.
to everything else, i am thankful. thankful for being given the chance to do so much, all that i have been able to do this year. even IMH was a good experience, despite all the saikang i had to do. I think i learnt a lot about psychiatry, and for that i am grateful.
for 2012, i want to be a better daughter to my parents, a better sister to my siblings and a better friend to my friends.
To a better year ahead !
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